Never to have loved at all...

I should really be going to bed soon
Ive been looking at internet conspiracies and listening to the Dresden Dolls for the past few hours.

My Religion and the Arts class is slowly turning me into a Buddhist. That's weird.

Also I've been getting Corner Brook fever again recently, I hate this town. People are starting to bug the hell out of me. People who I normally would be dying to hang out with, but now I would be happy to just move away and start a new life, with a new name, and pretend Jason Wells never existed. but then again, there are other people who I would miss more than anything, maybe they'll just come with me...

And the love life you ask? nope, no signs yet, maybe it took a wrong turn at Albuquerque. That's depressing too. Times like this I wish I was a slutty little punk who doesn't give a shit about anything. I looked love in the eyes again yesterday, but I had to keep walking as usual. Everyone else is over this, but I can't get either one of them out of my head. A ruined friendship and a lost... I don't know what to call it, "love" sounds a bit teenage girl of me to say, but I never even got the chance to find out the truth about how he feels about this, or even if he knows...


That is why I want,
A,
Coin-
Operated Boy
DUN-DUN!